I feel like I’m a disappointment. When I was younger I wanted to be a doctor. Why don’t I want to be one now? I’m about to be a college drop out. I thought I was going to be going to school for four years and graduate this year. That’s not happening not even close. I’ve lost happiness though I don’t think I have ever truly been happy. People want to start a family because they want joy. Why start a family when you can’t provide. I don’t want to sound selfish but I deserve to be happy. I didn’t ask to feel this way.
